{"id":490,"date":"2011-10-19T16:08:10","date_gmt":"2011-10-19T14:08:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fascinating-america.com\/blog\/?p=490"},"modified":"2015-04-27T22:18:57","modified_gmt":"2015-04-27T20:18:57","slug":"the-week-i-didnt-exist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/fascinating-america.com\/blog\/the-week-i-didnt-exist\/","title":{"rendered":"The week I didn&#8217;t exist"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last week was the week I didn&#8217;t exist.<\/p>\n<p>Well, <i>I<\/i> knew I existed, but I couldn&#8217;t prove it to anyone. The document that <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b2d5f\">confirms<\/span> my identity was out of my hands.<\/p>\n<p><span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b3146\">Renewing<\/span> a US passport used to be a <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b352d\">speedy affair<\/span>: I&#8217;d walk into the consulate here in Munich and walk out two hours later with a new document. Now they <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b3bed\">insist on<\/span> sending it to you in the mail. You have to wait two weeks to get it.<\/p>\n<p>So I waited, thinking of the things I couldn&#8217;t do in that time. I couldn&#8217;t leave Germany, <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b3d12\">obviously<\/span>. I couldn&#8217;t <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b40e2\">claim<\/span> any packages at the post office, so I couldn&#8217;t order anything online. I couldn&#8217;t perform any major transactions at the bank \u2014 not even <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b4692\">exchange currency<\/span>. And I couldn&#8217;t be stopped by the police for any reason.<\/p>\n<p>In Germany, my passport is my only official <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b48b7\">form of identification<\/span> and proof of residency. Showing my press pass or my library card wouldn&#8217;t really have the same effect.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m very aware of this because once, on a trip to Poland, an American I was traveling with lost her passport, along with the other contents of her <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b4c9e\">wallet<\/span>. At the consulate, the only easy way to prove her identity was by <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b5088\">witness<\/span> \u2014 with a <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b5470\">statement<\/span> from me \u2014 because I still had my passport.<\/p>\n<p><span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b5855\">Oddly enough<\/span>, with that same passport, I was <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b5c3d\">barely<\/span> allowed back into the US. Through heavy use, the page with my photo on it was starting to come apart. Could someone who looked a little like me have <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b640c\">slipped in<\/span> a different photo? All the border official could do was <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b67f5\">rely on<\/span> the rest of the document and ask me (<span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b6bdc\">sternly<\/span>) where I was born, how old I was and what countries I&#8217;d visited in recent years.<\/p>\n<h2>Others give us our identity<\/h2>\n<p>We tend to forget that our identity is given to us by others. At the hospital where we are born, we <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b6fc3\">trust<\/span> that the nurse sends us home with the right parents. A birth certificate from a US authority counts as proof of citizenship, but not of identity. A <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b73ae\">driver&#8217;s license<\/span> in the US counts as proof of identity, but not of citizenship. We put our <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b7794\">signature<\/span> on everything, but it takes an expert to compare it accurately.<\/p>\n<p>The first passport I ever got, I had sent for by mail. The passport office <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b7b7c\">took my word for it<\/span> (and that of a <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b7f64\">notary public<\/span>) that the photo I&#8217;d sent them was really of me. (They&#8217;re a bit smarter now and require <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b834c\">applicants<\/span> to appear in person.) My new passport is biometric, but the only biometric data it contains is the shape of my face \u2014 based on a photo I took myself. (US citizens aren&#8217;t required to <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b8734\">submit<\/span> the iris scans and fingerprints that they demand of foreign visitors.)<\/p>\n<p>The new passport is based on the old passport; the one before that was based on other documents that relied on other people&#8217;s judgement or eyesight. So identity is not something we have through a single document; it&#8217;s something we create through a <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b8b1b\">trail<\/span> of documents. Along with other <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b8f05\">records<\/span> that rely on those documents, they form a pattern \u2014 a pattern of movement, of residency, of purchases, of medical history.<\/p>\n<p>If all else fails, there is one thing that every American can <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b92ea\">resort to<\/span>: a secret code. Each of us has <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b96d4\">memorized<\/span> a <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b9abe\">unique<\/span> nine<span id=\"tooltip551dfd64b9ea3\">-digit<\/span> number that we don&#8217;t <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64ba28a\">reveal<\/span> to anyone except our bank, our employer and the government. Had I not been with my friend in Poland, her <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64ba674\">Social Security<\/span> number would have unlocked access to her other documents. Mine is what I would have <span id=\"tooltip551dfd64baa5b\">recited<\/span> last week. Fortunately, I didn&#8217;t have to.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last week was the week I didn&#8217;t exist. Well, I knew I existed, but I couldn&#8217;t prove it to anyone. The document that confirms my identity was out of my hands. Renewing a US passport used to be a speedy affair: I&#8217;d walk into the consulate here in Munich and walk out two hours later with a new document. 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